Her mom called me today,that was all about what she done.I know this how hard to her,I couldnt do anything,I blamed to myself 4 a while,after she came back to here,I fugured that its her life,I felt releaf this time,I do wish her could live better,maybe its not that bad,Even Leo could moved on,why couldnt I? I love her,I really should take my prejudice off long time ago,I thought I was helping her to make the right choose,It turned out that I was wrong,I am not the person as I thought,I shamed on myself b4,n then Leo told me not to,It's Elsa's life, we can do the choose once,but we can't make it forever! The truth is I was so alone without her, I thought if I don't have her by my side I would b lost, that's what am I afraid of. She doesn't a big idea girl, I mean I would count on her sometimes, but the feel shes there,give me the safe touch, so I like her to b there, even nothing to say ,that's call friend,right?
The truth is, I am lost now! I couldn't find myself everywhere,it's terrifying me,I don't know what's gonna b next, I really don't know, u know, Leo said something like this to me,he said:" I don't know how u hung in here, it's really hard to stand this city 4 a girl who wasn't from here!" I was wondering too, but I thought ,maybe it's just cuz I have a heart of dig big! Hahahahah